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Or hell will miss me at all.

But I quit. I'm never around and my pups? Given to JJ, he can do what he wants with them. I no longer care.


Last and final update. Journal will be deleted in a few days.

*salutes and goes back to the real world that has eaten her alive*

Name a character you would like to see me play, they will get tested in my random journal. They pick up they will get their own.

And/Or


Name a pairing you'd like to see me try. No holds barred, anything you can think of.


I'll try anything. This is TJ being brave. Take advantage.

STEP ONE

- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
- If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post so that the holiday joy will spread.

STEP TWO

- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it. Once a wish has been granted, it will be crossed off my list.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.


My list

nothing?

okay okay sheesh lol

Material:
- Dean's Amulet
- The Boondock Saints Special Edition
- Queer as Folk Season 5, only damn season I don't have.
- gift cards count? lol

Non material:
- fics. people that know me know what I like
- paid time for pups maybe?
- umm...yeah...graphic stuff.

I obviously suck at Christmas stuff. I haven't celebrated it since I was a kid. Only two people know why. Nat and Mandi.

If address needed? Ask Nat lol

I figured why the hell not. I might as well try this. Nat and JJ are doing it.

I'm a brave guy so uh yeah. I claimed Peter Petrelli in all his generalness. So I can manipulate and make him do my bidding.

Truth	Lies	Unconditional	Pain	Forever
Never	Learn	Music	Grief	Tragedy
Destruction	Gift	Serenade	Lullaby	Spiritual
Shopping	Hungry	Young	Old	Tradition
Addiction	Air	Flowers	Enthralled	Incompatible
Paternal	Maternal	Journal/Diary	Laughter	Seduction
Unforgiving	Penance	Envy	Choice	Sinner
Writers Choice	Writers Choice	Writers Choice	Writers Choice	Writers Choice

For the first five people that reply to this post, and who re-post this challenge: you win!!!

For your pirize, I will send you a gift.

It might be something I've made, or something cool from my hidden stash of fabulousity. It might be a mix CD, or a rubber duck, or a book I think you might enjoy. A love letter, a useful object, or something else that is awesome or myabe just taking up room in my house.

Whatever it is, I promise I will get it to you in 365 days of your posted comment or less, and I will need your snail mail. Comments are screened by the way so you can leave you address here. =]

The only thing you need to do to receive your gift is PARTICIPATE.

Be one of the first three journalers to reply to this, and post this very same thing in your journal, and YOU are the lucky giftee.

i'm not screening the comments. just give me your email address and I'll email you for your address. Screened comments annoy me. And yes I changed the number to 5 rawr.

Aiden and Bethany had just turned five and Logan was sitting in typing something up when Aiden came in and tugged on his shirt.


"Daddy! Come play please?!" He looked to his son who was now joined by his sister to see two of the most adorable pouts he'd ever seen, oh they got that trick from their mother and he knew it.

"I'm working guys."

This time it was Bethany that spoke. "But dadddddyyyyyy...."


Logan groaned he knew he wasn't going to win this one, he never did. They were just like Max in that, he never won an arguement. He saved what he was doing and stood up and chuckled.


"Alright what would you like to play."


Aiden spoke up. "It's snowing daddy can we go out and play in the snow?"


Bethany chimed in. "Please?"

Logan looked out to see the snow falling.

"Tell you what go get dressed warmly and we'll go to the park and play."

He watched them run out of the office cheering as they went to their rooms and got ready. He readied himself and headed to the park with them. He made a grave mistake at the park. He let them play and sat and watched, oh no this would not do for his children. They had wanted their father to play with them. Next thing Logan Cale knew was he was being bombarded by snowballs and the assailants? His own children. He perked a brow and smirked standing up.

To the twin's delight he began throwing snowballs back then grinned as he chased them around as they ran screaming as if a monster was after them. He picked them up and swung them around setting them down chasing after the other. They threw snow at him in an attempt to escape his evil clutches. Then he ran as they ganged up and chased him he ran behind a tree and smirked at them. Even if Logan knew he was out gunned on this as they did take after their mother.

Logan was acting like a nut with his children and little did he know that Max was watching and shaking her head at her husband and children. SHe gathered some snow and formed a ball. She wasn't going to let them have all the fun. Logan then got hit with a snowball when he turned he saw Max with a smirk on her face another snowball being tossed up and down in her hand.

Logan had taken a day off and set it aside to spend with Aine to bond a bit. Max was at TC trying to get things settled as she could with her due date coming up in a few weeks. So before the babies got there Logan decided it was a good time. He invited Aine over and told her to bring movies or something she wanted to do. He waited as he cooked up something for lunch for them. He heard the knock and went and answered the door and hugged the girl he adopted as a sister.

"Come on in Aine."

"Thanks Logan."

She always looked around his place when she was over, it was huge. SHe looked to him then.

"I brought some movies and stuff."

"Alright get it set up I made lunch."

"Logan you didn't have t--"

"Aine shush. Of course I did besides ask Max I love cooking."

She laughed and they sat watching movies and talking. She told Logan about her life and how it had been up until she came to Seattle and how happy she was here. He smiled and wrapped an arm around her as she rested against him. He kissed her forehead then and smiled.

"Well now you have me Aine ever need anything feel free to call your big brother hmmm?"

She smiled and kissed his cheek. They watched a few more movies her head resting in his lap. Logan shook his head knowing if it was anyone other then Aine doing that the girl would have a very pissed off kitty on them. He glanced down seeing Aine had fallen asleep he slipped up and covered her up letting her nap for a bit. He did call Ben and let him know she was at his place napping so he didn't worry if he went to see her and she didn't answer her door.

The day John Winchester found out he was going to be a father he felt like he would explode. So many things went through his mind added in with a jumble of feelings.

What if he was a bad father?
What if he dropped the baby?
What if he had to leave?
Would his child hate him?
Was he ready to be a dad?

He was happy, nervous, scared shitless all at once. He wanted to be a good father, he wanted to be the dad that drove his kids to games or if it was a girl cheerleading. Just so he could give the evil eye to any boy that tried staring at his little girl too long. Oh he knew if he had a little girl he'd have the evil nickname of "The Corporal" because he'd put any boy through a military type interrogation before they got his daughter out the door. Oh John was good and he knew most would break under the pressure, his daughter would hate him for it.

A boy he'd drill into their head the idea of safe sex, and not just using a girl. Things he'd never do, and things he'd never want done if he had a little girl. John was an old fashioned man and he'd try and teach his children some of those morals without pushing them all down their throat. Now John WInchester was a tough man, people knew this. He barely cracked.


Until the first time he held Dean in his arms. John sat down next to Mary looking down at their little boy and smiled. At that moment John wasn't the tough Marine, he was a father melting looking down at the tiny life he helped create with the woman he loved. He smiled and looked at Mary who was simply enjoying the happy look on her husband's face. He leaned in and kissed her softly.

"I love you."

"I love you too John."

He smiled then and looked down at Dean then and kissed the top of his forehead.

"Daddy loves you too Dean. He won't let anything happen to you."

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Three and a half years later John Winchester would again find himself pacing the floors nervously. He hadn't done a bad job with Dean but could he handle two? Mary seemed sure and assured him. When John was handed Sam he smiled down at him. Oh hell he could do this again. John figured the first time he had melted because it was the first, he was wrong. As soon as he looked down into those brown eyes he was a goner.

"Hey Sammy welcome to the world."

Mary laughed softly and shook her head. "You are a sucker for your children John, they're going to have you wrapped around their fingers."

"Will not."

"They already do I can tell."

John smirked then and looked to Sam.

"I love you son."

Dean Winchester was in a good mood and that meant he wanted to play. So he went looking for Lita, a girl he had met in one of his travels. A girl he couldn't stop thinking about. There was just something different about her that she stuck out in his mind though he feared getting close. Not after what Cassie had done to him. He shook thoughts of that bitch away, yeah he was a bit hurt by it and it pissed him off. He found Lita' place easily pausing looking around for signs of a little kid, seeing none he relaxed the last time he looked up a girl had been strange to say the least.

He knocked on her door and stepped back when it opened and there she was. Her eyes wide not believing who she was seeing until she touched his face and he found himself leaning into it and she launched at him kissing him. He lifted her up then and carried her inside as her legs wrapped around his waist, well this was one hell of a hello. He pushed her against a wall and there was a flurry of clothing being near ripped off the other. Dean stumbled towards the bedroom her nails digging hard into his flesh making it hard to concentrate.

Once inside she was on the bed and his body was pressed down hard against hers teasing her slightly as she whimpered out her nails drawing blood but Dean didn't care. Soon after he lifted his hips as she pleaded with him and slammed into her. His own nails began digging into her flesh until his hands moved up through her hair entangling into it then tugging roughly as she cried out. His hips began thrusting into her harder and faster as her legs wrapped around him again pulling him down deeper into her. He felt his body tense after a bit then and he groaned out as he held his release back as he slammed down hard into her until he felt her muscles clenching around him and she screamed out as she orgasmed he finally let himself go. He laid there a moment before pulling out of her and laid down beside her and she curled up into him. He might stick around for a bit.

Claim a Reed and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Reed is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Reed in shower with Selena for sinfultragedies
Little!Reed
Hyper!Reed
Lost!Reed
[Pick Your Own]!Reed
Daddy!Reed
In Pain!Reed
Missing!Reed
Hide And Seek!Reed with Illeana for lightningsqueen
Alone!Reed
Broken!Reed
Confused!Reed
[Pick Your Own]!Reed

Claim a Ben and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Ben is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Ben Sexy!Ben with Sam for evie_rising
Little!Ben with Max for lightningsqueen
Hyper!Ben
Lost!Ben
[Pick Your Own]!Ben
Daddy!Ben
In Pain!Ben
Missing!Ben
Hide And Seek!Ben
Alone!Ben
Broken!Ben
Confused!Ben
[Pick Your Own]!Ben

Claim a Caleb and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Caleb is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Caleb Sex with Lili for evie_rising
Little!Caleb
Hyper!Caleb
Lost!Caleb
[Pick Your Own]!Caleb
Daddy!Caleb
In Pain!Caleb
Missing!Caleb
Hide And Seek!Caleb
Alone!Caleb
Broken!Caleb
Confused!Caleb
[Pick Your Own]!Caleb

Claim a Pogue and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Pogue is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Pogue Sex with Jess for sinfultragedies
Little!Pogue
Hyper!Pogue
Lost!Pogue
[Pick Your Own]!Pogue
Daddy!Pogue
In Pain!Pogue
Missing!Pogue
Hide And Seek!Pogue
Alone!Pogue
Broken!Pogue
Confused!Pogue
[Pick Your Own]!Pogue

Claim a Alec and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Alec is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Alec married to Rachel for lightningsqueen
Little!Alec
Hyper!Alec
Lost!Alec
[Pick Your Own]!Alec awkward!Alec with Rachel for sinfultragedies
Daddy!Alec
In Pain!Alec
Missing!Alec
Hide And Seek!Alec
Alone!Alec
Broken!Alec
Confused!Alec
[Pick Your Own]!Alec

Claim a Brin and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Brin is claimed she will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Brin In heat with Jack for evie_rising Here.
Little!Brin
Hyper!Brin
Lost!Brin
[Pick Your Own]!Brin
Mommy!Brin with Jack for lightningsqueen Here.
In Pain!Brin
Missing!Brin
Hide And Seek!Brin
Alone!Brin
Broken!Brin with Jack for chaosangel Here.
Confused!Brin
[Pick Your Own]!Brin

Claim a Logan and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Logan is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Logan Bonding with Aine for evie_rising Here.
Little!Logan
Hyper!Logan with his kids for lightningsqueen Here.
Lost!Logan
[Pick Your Own]!Logan
Daddy!Logan
In Pain!Logan
Missing!Logan
Hide And Seek!Logan
Alone!Logan
Broken!Logan
Confused!Logan
[Pick Your Own]!Logan

Claim a John and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a John is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!John
Little!John with Isobel Stevens for lightningsqueen Here.
Hyper!John
Lost!John
[Pick Your Own]!John
Daddy!John with Mary for for evie_rising Here.
In Pain!John
Missing!John
Hide And Seek!John
Alone!John
Broken!John
Confused!John
[Pick Your Own]!John

Claim a Dean and suggest a pairing if you wish and you will get a short ficlet. As a Dean is claimed he will be crossed off the list. You can pick more than one if you wish but don't get greedy. And if there's one that isn't on there you want then you can suggest a prompt.

[Pick Your Own]!Dean horny with Lita for sinfultragedies Here.
Little!Dean
Hyper!Dean
Lost!Dean
[Pick Your Own]!Dean
Daddy!Dean with Lara for lightningsqueen Here.
In Pain!Dean
Missing!Dean
Hide And Seek!Dean
Alone!Dean
Broken!Dean
Confused!Dean
[Pick Your Own]!Dean